Digging in my brain, blood clouds my sight, this feeling of loss slowly drives me insane.
Every thought is wrong, can’t find a way out, can’t get through the days that are to come.
Gallows that I’ve built, I’m swinging on them, front row seats for the failure that is my life...
Enshrouded by this darkness I slowly fade away in nothingness.
No one can pull me out of it, this grave that I dug on my own, this coffin that I’ve sealed myself in, they’re all in my mind.
Every day I have to fight it, it’s getting harder to hide it, these scars are always there to remind me, that I’ll never be free.
Robbed of any hope, addicted to the pain, makes every bit of happiness feel undeserved.
Abandoned to drift away, sinking into the void, maybe this world is better off without me.
Take on everyone’s pain, feed my own empathy, yet I’m still unable to fill the void in me.
Infected with this parasite I slowly fade away in nothingness.
On this day it’s like I’m one with it, it’s getting harder to hide it, these scars are always there to remind me, that I’ll never be free.
No one can pull me out of it, these words are a proof of it, there’s no cure for this illness, this degeneration.
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